Tonight my dad had a party for all of his stage combat buddies. I'm not a huge fan of parties, but I don't mind when my parents friends come over. They're nice. They make interesting conversation. You know, all the fun things that happen at parties. But the other thing involved now is that introductions have become pretty awkward for me.
"This is Caitlyn, my daughter."
No, this isn't. I don't know; it's hard I know. It's hard for them to deal with. And I guess it reflects badly on them to have some sort of complicated child. I know it's easier to say your daughter. But that's not what I am anymore. They don't understand that. Maybe it's my fault. Maybe I should do more to make them understand, but that's hard for me as well. Whatever, I guess it won't change until I physically do. Mental changes aren't very respected. I am a man to me. I am a woman to everyone else.
Introductions are just hard right now. Hopefully they'll get easier. Soon.
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