Day by day

Alright, so now it's pretty much all calmed down.

I basically just remember that I still have stuff to do about every two weeks when I have to do my shot, haha. But other than that, I don't really even think about it anymore. Well I mean, that's a lie. But nowhere near as much as I used to.

Now the only thing I'm really still pondering is what really would happen if Margaret and I weren't together (somebody important forbid) and I was trying to be intimate with someone. Now, of course right now this is in no way an issue. But it is something I think about everytime I see another couple. I guess we'll just put this thought away for the time being and find it again if it ever is needed. Just bringing it up that if my situation were different, this would be my main concern right now.

I am quite happy that it is not. Because I practically hyperventilate everytime I even think about someone finding out. It's not that I mind people knowing, I just need to find the perfect time for each individual person to tell them. It's all very calculated and planned. Yeah, so far, so good. I'm working on everyone else that I talk to, haha. Slowly, day by day.