Adding to the List

I spoke before about reminders. The worst: my period. I was talking to Margaret the other day and realized that this is worth writing about. I hate my period more than anything. It embarrasses me to no end. I don't want to have to do more work in the bathroom than necessary. Going to the bathroom by sitting on the seat is bad enough! But then, to be bleeding on top of that. Ugh.

I told Margaret that I would rather have my breasts and no period than the other way around, if I had to pick. Hopefully, neither will be an option and I will take full advantage of it.

I can't really express how deeply the embarrassment goes surrounding this event, but it's bad. I will be very glad when it stops. That should be sooner rather than later now. Exciting...

I think the waiting is what breaks you. Waiting for your life to change in who knows what type of way, good or bad. Waiting for something so huge. It's hard. I'm also a horribly impatient person. Oh well, heh. I hope it's not this nervewracking for others with a little more patience!